My So-Called Love Life

This site -- my anthology -- is the story of a man, a young man, trying to find his way to love. Experiencing everything in between and serving you his heart on a silver-freaking-platter to the naked eye, for the whole world to see; relate, indulge, delve, and hopefully learn from his mistakes. Happy Dating! Copyright © 2004-2011, "My So-Called Love Life" ® Mario Ion. All Rights Reserved.

Thursday, April 22, 2004

“Me, Myself, and Why”

It’s funny how you want things so much more after realizing that you can’t have it. I found myself in an epiphany; the world is consisted of two groups --- The Attainable and The Unattainable. It’s rather ridiculous how we never find interest in the things we can have, that we can afford, whether it’s clothing, or food or just these little things that please us. But when we come across something we can’t have; such as a man, we obsess and become these mental cases. It seems to me that the world has become an asylum for us, and the issues and obsessions are our treatments. We settle for less when we can’t, and settle for more when we shouldn’t. We expect more when we have less, and expect less when we have more. It’s a goddamn conundrum. We live in this cycle that consists of Voids that cave us in due to our undesirable desires. It seems as if nowadays, we’re all settling for what we can’t have. In my present situation; I’m obsessed with the only person who’s ever made me become obsessive, and I don’t even know why. I hardly know the guy, and the things I do know aren’t enough to make this ‘obsession’ eligible, or pre-qualified. Could it be that since he’s the only one who’s ever made me feel this way, is making me obsessive, or just the idea that I can’t have him? I wish I knew, otherwise I’d put an end to this self-consuming situation. It makes me wonder.......... Why do we continue to want what we can't have and neglect what we can?


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